now that ive calmed down a bit i once again realise that you guys were right-

but you wouldnt believe how many times this has happened to me... it hit me hard and i got PISSED OFF.

The first thing i saw was everyone in girl clothes with sabers, which made me go ****. then iw alked up to anchorhead, and i had 2 minute lag, which also made me curse. then after that i could either not connect or once i did have insane lag. i went "**** it" yelled at ramsey blocked him on xfire, left irc and went and beat the **** out of something outside. 4+ hours later, im fine. i just ****ing hate it when my high hopes get crushed over and ****ing over. It didnt help that i was on vent with 10 other pissed guildies...